::about vicious & romantic::

hey there…

i’m usually an upbeat person. i’ve heard people say i’m optimistic and chipper to the point that it makes them sick to see me with all my smiles and sunny attitude. but lately i’ve just been laid back and not taking life too seriously. i do take each day as a blessing cuz i know i’m fortunate to have all that i have:

* independence/freedom – to live a life i love.

* support – to be able to make mistakes and still have my family and friends (with monklike patience) beside me and love me.

* a brain – yes, unlike the Scarecrow, everyone has one. but i have to say not everyone uses it. so i exercise my right to use it and speak my mind at inappropriate times.

i’ve learned that in first meeting me…you either like me…or you don’t. i guess it’s just a reflection of how i am with others. you know that gut feeling of first meeting someone and knowing that something just ain’t right with them but you can’t put your finger on it? well i’ve ignored that feeling too many times and it bit me in the ass! so i trust my instincts more and more each day. if you can’t trust yourself…who can you trust?